Me

I'm gonna be happy. And I'm going to live in London and sit down in a café and write, and I'm going to be wearing cool clothes when I do that. I'm going to go back to that smiling girl, and laugh all the time. And I'm going to find someone to laugh with me. Someone as stupid and silly as me, who always makes me happy, who teases me and plays with my hair and loves me for the mess I am. I'm going to travel de world and get to know all different kinds of people, different kinds of landscape, different kinds of sky. I'm going to stay up late talking to my friends about life, looking at the stars and laying in the grass. I'm going back to being a poet, a lover, someone who isn't completely rational. I'm going back to my old heart. The one I grew up with, the one that moulded me into the person I really am.