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My mind is troubling me. Ever since I was little, I had this feeling that there's something I should be doing. Something good, something better for the world. When I was 14 my father wrote me a letter that said 'you're gonna do great things. You're gonna change the world, I know it.' And I feel like I should. I feel I owe something. But now, now I don't know what to do. I hate feeling useless, just sitting around all day. I hate feeling unproductive and I hate the feeling that the world is spinning by and I'm sitting on my butt doing nothing. I feel worthless. I want to do something for the world. What could I do? There are so many thing, I don't know where to begin. I'm feeling kind of lost, as if there are a thousand pathways in front of me, but none of them seems right. So I just stand here. And stare ahead. Without moving.